Time is a Goon

Over a year ago I was given a copy of A Visit from the Goon Squad by Jennifer Egan. It has sat on my shelf since, not because I didn’t want to read it, but because I never found the time and heard it was quite the time-consuming read.

Well I just read it in probably three days. Because while it might be confusing at times, it’s also absolutely brilliant. WHY did it take me so long again?

The book is loosely about the lives of Bennie, a record executive, and Sasha, his troubled assistant. I say loosely because really only two chapters are singularly about them, even though the entire book tells their story. Good Squad is made up of 13 individual stories that can be read on their own (some have been published on their own prior to the book’s released), or, in this case, together. On their own they’re great snippets of various lives, but together create a tapestry of a story. Because each short story reveals another layer of Bennie or Sasha. The story may be about the life of an aspiring actress, or a dying producer, but each person passed through one of their lives, and contributed to who they were, who they are, and who they become. Through these stories about other people, we learn what happens to Bennie and Sasha over the years – where they came from and where they end up.

And I found that absolutely fascinating, and novel way to, well, write a novel.

Most importantly, while each story changes narrator, they also change time. Going from the late 1960s (ish) through the future, the stories jump back and forth in time as each unfolds. While the first chapter takes place in current time, the next jumps back…but then the fifth catapults you much further forward in time.

It’s this storytelling that brings out one of the neatest things – there aren’t many surprises because most moments are mentioned early on and then unfold later. For instance, in a later chapter you wonder what will happen to Bennie and his wife, who are in the midst of a quarrel. But you don’t have to wonder, because in chapter 2 you already learn that they’re divorced with a son. It’s like…a big plot element is revealed, and then chapters later you get it completely explained. And there’s an “ah ha!” moment of you putting two and two together. It’s experimental writing at its best.

(I will fully admit that while reading this, I jotted down each character I met because I knew they’d probably appear again later on. Many did. I realize how dorky that was, but it was also quite fun.)

I think the way the whole story was written really showcases the main theme – how time is a goon, a bully. Whether you want it to or not, it pushes you along from stage to stage in your life. You’ll have some ups, you’ll have some downs (and these characters have many, many downs),but you’ll keep going.

You’ll grow up.

Giveaway: The Starboard Sea

It’s time for another giveaway! This one is to celebrate the beginning of a new year. (Or, 18 days into a new year, but details.) I was sent a brand new copy of The Starboard Sea by Amber Dermont, and since I’ve already read it, I’d love to give it away.

A powerful first novel about life and death, friendship and love, as one young man must navigate the depths of his emotions.

Jason Prosper grew up in the elite world of Manhattan penthouses, Maine summer estates, old-boy prep schools, and exclusive sailing clubs. A smart, athletic teenager, Jason maintains a healthy, humorous disdain for the trappings of affluence, preferring to spend afternoons sailing with Cal, his best friend and boarding-school roommate. When Cal commits suicide during their junior year at Kensington Prep, Jason is devastated by the loss and transfers to Bellingham Academy. There, he meets Aidan, a fellow student with her own troubled past. They embark on a tender, awkward, deeply emotional relationship.

When a major hurricane hits the New England coast, the destruction it causes brings with it another upheaval in Jason’s life, forcing him to make sense of a terrible secret that has been buried by the boys he considers his friends.

Set against the backdrop of the 1987 stock market collapse, The Starboard Sea is an examination of the abuses of class privilege, the mutability of sexual desire, the thrill and risk of competitive sailing, and the adult cost of teenage recklessness. It is a powerful and provocative novel about a young man finding his moral center, trying to forgive himself, and accepting the gift of love.

It was a notable book of The New York Times Book Review, and most importantly, I quite enjoyed it. So read it and let me know what you think.

TO ENTER: Comment below by Thursday, January 24th, letting me know where you were in 1987 (I’m totally okay if the answer is “wasn’t born yet!”) I was in NY, accepting the fact that I was officially an older sister. This relationship was not perfect at first, as my mom had to give birth to a boy instead of a girl, but eventually I learned to accept and – shhh – like my little brother. (Who is, WOW, now 25. Weird.)

YA Love and Breakups

When I was in high school, two things were important to me: friendships and relationships. (Okay, yes, family was important to me as well, but I didn’t daydream about what I was going to eat with my parents when I got home; I daydreamed about what plans my best friend and I had for the weekend, or if Crush saw me in the hallway). Since this is what I know, it’s what I write about. I write about the girl who pines for the guy from afar. I write about the friendship that unexpectedly (but always expectantly to outside observers) blossoms into something more. I write about how a relationship can change a person. I write how relationships (both romantic and not) are essential. I was the girl who got red faced when a guy talked to me, the one who cried when he broke up with me. I was the one who dreamed about what would happen if he’d talk to me.

That was me, and because it’s what I know, what feels real, that’s what I write.

There’s been a lot of hatred towards YA romance lately, and it makes me kind of sad. There are sighs when a love interest is introduced, cringes when a female character cries over a boy. It seems weak and trite to some readers, but to me it feels real.

Because let’s be honest, breakups suck. Unrequited love sucks. Battles with best friends suck and I don’t think it makes a character seem weak or whiny to feel that. I don’t think it’s realistic to have a main character not change after a breakup, or be unfeeling. I don’t think it’s weird for a teenager to be sad. And I would never call any of these problems trivial.

This complaint has kind of had a negative affect on my writing lately, making me feel a bit self-conscious of what I thought was normal. It’s believed that YA books shouldn’t revolve around a relationship. That when hurt a female should be strong and not weep, not be affected by love. And that to portray a character fighting for another is wrong because that’s not a good example to set.

The thing is, when writing, I think of my audience all the time. I think of the teens that volunteer at the library, the ones that come to my programs. I think about what I want them to read, and how I want my characters to be just like them. Because they’re human. And you know what? They have relationship problems, too.

I don’t think a character should CHANGE EVERYTHING AND LOSE EVERYTHING for the person s/he likes, I don’t think they should become someone they’re not, and I don’t think they should DEVOTE themselves to another. And I DON’T think every book should have a relationship. That’s not important to some stories, and I like those books quite a bit, too. But I do think characters should be able to love. And should be affected by love. And get giddy when that guy/girl looks at them in the hallway, and cry when that person decides to date someone else. I think they should be able to have a million flaws because that’s a real teen. They’re full of complexities that are so deep they don’t even know they’re there.

Because I know that when I was a teen, when I started dating Crush, it was the best moment of the year. And when we broke up months later, it was the worst. And I know I felt everything in between, and I want my characters to feel that, too. And not be ashamed to be sad or in love. It doesn’t mean they’re not strong. It means they’re fighting a battle that may not bring down governments or change a dystopian society around, but is still important.

I would never tell a teen they’re wrong or weak for loving.

Books of 2012

Books I’ve read in 2012:

  1. The Fault in Our Stars by John Green
  2. Clockwork Angel by Cassandra Clare
  3. Clockwork Prince by Cassandra Clare
  4. The Disenchantments by Nina LaCour
  5. Hana by Lauren Oliver (eBook)
  6. Pandemonium by Lauren Oliver
  7. Au Revoir, Crazy European Chick by Joe Schreiber
  8. Dramarama by E. Lockhart
  9. Fracture by Megan Miranda
  10. The Rivals by Daisy Whitney
  11. So Shelly by Ty Roth
  12. Warm Bodies by Isaac Marion
  13. The Boy on Cinnamon Street by Phoebe Stone
  14. Spin by Catherine McKenzie
  15. Anna Dressed in Blood by Kendare Blake
  16. The Downside of Being Charlie by Jenny Torres Sanchez
  17. Arranged by Catherine McKenzie
  18. Unbreak My Heart by Melissa Walker
  19. When You Were Mine by Rebecca Serle
  20. The Art of Racing in the Rain by Garth Stein
  21. The Night Bookmobile by Audrey Niffenegger (graphic novel)
  22. Wanderlove by Kristin Hubbard
  23. Wonder by RJ Palacio
  24. The Prisoner of Heaven by Carlos Ruiz Zafon
  25. Code Name Verity by Elizabeth Wein
  26. Girl of Nightmares by Kendare Blake
  27. My Life Next Door by Huntley Fitzpatrick
  28. One Perfect Summer by Paige Toon
  29. Liar & Spy by Rebecca Stead
  30. Every Day by David Levithan
  31. A Discovery of Witches by Deborah Harkness
  32. The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky (re-read)
  33. The Space Between Us by Jessica Martinez
  34. Amelia Anne is Dead and Gone by
  35. This is Life by Dan Rhodes
  36. One Perfect Christmas by Paige Toon (eBook)
  37. Rose of Fire by Carlos Ruiz Zafon (eBook)
  38. Mr. Penumbra’s 24-Hour Bookshop by Robin Sloan
  39. WinterTown by Stephen Emond
  40. Let it Snow by John Green, Maureen Johnson, and Lauren Myracle (re-read)

Also read:

  • A full manuscript by my friend Joe! 

Favorites of 2012
Unlike most years, many of the books I read this year were actually published in 2012. This is most likely because I have a tendency to bring home EVERYTHING from the library. So, as it turns out, my favorite books of the year were also published this year. I’m categorizing them only because I cannot actually choose a favorite. 

Favorite middle-grade novel

  • Wonder by RJ Palacio – Who DIDN’T love this book? Due to Auggie’s facial deformity, he’s never gone to school. Until now. This is Augie’s story, and his sister’s story, and his friends’ stories about the power of acceptance and bravery and friendship.

Favorite young adult novel

  • The Fault in Our Stars by John Green – Honestly, this doesn’t come as much of a surprised. This book became my favorite by Green due to its beautiful writing and compelling story. There’s not much else to say – every Best Of list has already said it. But basically, it’s a story about two teenagers who happen to have cancer, who fall in love and learn a lot about the ideas of immortality and life and living. Runner-up: Code Name Verity by Elizabeth Wein 

Favorite novel

  • Mr. Penumbra’s 24-Hour Bookshop by Robin Sloan – If you’ve spoken to me in the past month, you’ve probably heard me wax poetic about this book. It’s just so good. When Clay starts to work at Mr. Penumbra’s, he finds archaic books, a cryptic code, and a secret society. It’s a book that shows the intersection of today’s technology and the beauty and love of old books. Also, the cover glows in the dark. Runner-up: This is Life by Dan Rhodes

Banned Books Week

(UPDATE: The images should be working again. Feel free to use them at your library! I’d love to know if you do! I also removed the dates so you can use them every year.)

Not surprisingly, I’m celebrating Banned Books Week at the library. As it happens, most of my favorite books have been banned at one time or another, so of course I want to publicize this week. Because I believe people should read anything they want to read. Sometimes the more “questionable” materials help us in ways we never expected.

Here are bookmarks I made for the library:

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If you’re a librarian, feel free to use them at your library if you’d like. If you’re a parent, please don’t think Junie B Jones is bad. Please.